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Tuesday, 28 May 2013

Dairy of a small town girl on first love

I am a sincere gal they say. Always on the first bench, full attendence, bookworm and laptop addict they say. Having few but worth of friends in life the best family, who needs more, I am so happy and satisfied with life. Changes comes in life when one make new friends can be a good company can be a bad and my new friends list always have front benchers. I don't like rowdy people sitting at last benches, disturbing class all the time. I am glad I Don't have such friends. Law college is such a fun and dignity in self. With such fun first year got over and we got placed for summer internship.
After returning back to college in second year, I noticed some attitude change in all my friends infact everyone in the class. It is now messed up and purely political environment in the collage. A seminar held at college and we were assigned same job. I do not talk to last benchers but that day I did. We should never judge people, I came to know that day. He was a shy guy never used to talk to any girls and so we hit it. We discussed various issues and I came to know what a gem of person he is. That very day we became best friends and we still are ! Now we study together, we make assignments, give powerpoint presentations and share tiffin and thoughts. We both love our culture, know our limits so never talked beyond it. We never gone out together or for a movie and yes we surely go CCD very frequently, not on coffee dates but to study.
More than coffee cups we are surrounded by our books leading to a strange attachment and a proud feeling as we were so different than unmatured love couples. Our parents are so proud of us and we always want them to do. Years passed on study together and the day of split has come, he is going Abroad for post graduation and so I am. People surrounded us are still confused and gossiping are we a couple or just friends. Don't ask me because so I am confused as well. Time has come to go different ways and we are still discussing our studies and more studies. May be it is a last coffee cup together at CCD and I feel so terrible and he spoke greetings for going “Hey maybe we are going different direction but we will certainly come back together again and for the next time we won't discuss studies but of marriage  Will see you later bye.” Oh no ! he did not propose and we are not a couple but its certain we will be in future.

He is my first love and will always be...!!!!